February 2012
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Real Friends?
I feel I am watching all my friends move on with their lives… And I feel I am stuck here.. Standing still with no direction
Sometimes I just stop and look at my life. I look at all the flaws It has and all the problems that keep occurring and all the cracks I desperately try and keep sealed. At times I feel I am surrounded by people that care for me and want to be apart of my life, but the...
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Getting lost to find yourself.
I have no clue where my life is heading, I have no idea where I shall end up and I have no direction in which to steer my life, but what I do know is that I shall make it my own!
For a while now I have been stressing, wondering how my life is going to plan out, if I am going to become the person I want to become, but only recently have I realized that I can’t predict the future … I...
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The Start Of Something New
I sit here today, writing this post, to the people that follow me, to the people that shall accidentally stumble across my post.
Tumblr is the place I come to express how I really feel, to vent my deepest emotions, writing knowing that I am not the only person who feels that way. I have spent some time alone, at one with my thought’s, sitting looking at this screen not knowing what to...
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“Need’s some inspiration and some ideas! Help me fellow bloggers !!”
January 2012
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Emotional Detachment ?
I am so used to being alone. I am used to being alone with my thoughts, secluded from the rest of the world. I am so used to dealing with my own emotions and feelings that when I need someone I have no one to call…
I feel I am always there for the people I care for. I am always there to support them and help them out in any way possible, but when I fall on bad times they wish to help me...
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Anyone out there ?
Sometime’s I look into the mirror and see a person who is scared of love, scared to let someone in, someone who is scared to feel love, to feel loved, because the thought of someone actually loving him completely, scares him to death.
I hope and long for the day I let someone in, let that one person in to get close to me, to feel me, to know me! But I am so stubborn, I am so scared of...
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December 2011
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2012... Be Kind
It only felt like yesterday I was writing my blog for 2011, and yet I am sitting here thinking about what 2011 brought me, and what I lost!
I thought 2011 was going to be my year, the year where I found myself, to explore life, to find the meaning of living.. Yet I find myself more lost, clutching to my own sanity, searching … Hoping for someone to guide me in the right direction. This...
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“Ask me anything and I shall give nothing but the truth, but If you decide to ask...”
– Ben McGowan
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Alone at Christmas
I lye in my bed every night, thinking about you, wondering if you still think about me
It is that time of year that I always seem to dread, that one day where I would like to disappear of the face of the planet, to find a place where I can be alone, to ponder over my thoughts, and think about the year that has passed, and wonder what the year to come shall bring me. Shall it bring happiness?...